Found art... and then I ate it

I bought this last Thursday at Make My Cake bakery in Harlem. Yes, I did... eat this yummy cupcake. I gotta say though, red velvet tastes better than hope. ;)

My second favorite part of the Inauguration

Okay, so the first is OBVIOUS!!

My second favorite part of the inaugural ceremonies was Rev. Lowery's benediction. Here's the video. Amen!


And how's this for coincidence? Rev. Lowery is Happy Dance Man's Grandpa!

POTUS is IN.

My favorite picture from a great photo series on the LA Times website. That's HIS office now.

Keeping things in perspective

So, with all the back and forth and haggling and bartering and contacting people who might know someone who might know someone to get a ticket for one of the inaugural balls, I've been stressing out and acting like a neurotic nincompoop. I've finally got a ticket and I'm still recovering from the emotional ups and downs of "will I or won't I" have a ticket for one the balls at what will surely be the most memorable moment of my life (Hello! Women have babies and get married every day, how many times will Barack Obama become President of the United States for the first time?? Oh, yeah... once!).

But, after all this, regardless of whether I'd been able to get a ticket to an official event, wow, this is going to be a frickin' off the wall, off the hook, holy shize, amazing time.

Meanwhile, in Gaza...

Really bad, serious shit (and, no, there's no point in watching my language on this topic) is still going down and the number of casualties is approaching 1000 (approximately half civilian), with tens of thousands having fled their homes. There is no right party or wrong party in the shitstorm that is going down there, mistakes have been made on all sides (not just between the Israeli government and Hamas)--this includes the US, EU, other Middle East countries, the official government of Palestine, etc. I will make no suggestions or comments on what the core of the problem is or what a solution could be (I mean, if the people who are paid the big bucks to figure this out haven't sorted it yet and people who are living it haven't sorted it yet, what the hell could I offer?), but the least that any of us can do is to follow what's going on and be aware that while, yeah, life goes on (ahem, the Golden Globes?), the life that's going on is not the same everywhere.

So, I've been reading a lot of news, trying to get all sides (which is hard because most foreign press is not allowed in Gaza right now) and following a few blogs, to try to get a more personal perspective on it. The main blog I've been following is East Med Sea Peace; the writer is one of my co-contributors at Global Themes and is an Aussie-Israeli living in Yaffo, Israel. He's a lawyer and a surfer, a blogger and a peace activist, a guitar player and a photographer, and an overall great observer of people.

This is how he usually writes (from a 6 January post about the current conflict):
we are caught in a sandwich.. doomed if we do and damned if we dont.. i think the worst part of this war just like its previous one was the lack of an exit strategy.. there is no elegant way out.. particularly as the parties stall with respect to a truce because no one can agree as to what a truce means.. and duties and prohibitions it comprises..

in the meantime the rockets from gaza have crept northwards.. hitting a baby's face in gadera today..

not only is hamas not ceasing the rockets buts increasing the stakes.. i find it perplexing.. really.. the formula for a hamas victory is simple.. wait till its over and fire a missile.. thats all you have to do.. if you show that you werent crushed you'll win.. so why didnt you do that to begin with.. why drag out this conflict and invite so many thousands of litres of bloodshed..

to my own government i ask - do you believe that this is truly the most responsible way to act? AGAIN - just like last time - where was your UN security council resolution? where was your use of international institutions? where was you effort to engage the world in advance? what benefits did we really gain from this surprise attempt? we could have crushed their skulls anyway with bunker blasters if we wanted to even with advance notice.. so why have we snuck in like theives if we really believe that it is our freedom to defend ourselves that has motivated us?

Thoughtful, balanced, trying to see both sides and open an inclusive discussion (hey, even I chimed in).

This is how he wrote just a few days later:
this is not just news mind you.. i am fuming over the rally situation.. people will tell you about the many many pro gazan protests.. and im fine with people who genuinely care.. many thousands of israelis have partaken in these pro gazan protests as well.. however where the fuck did you all suddenly come out from.. what political coma did you suddenly snap out of?! i would like to remind you that these people were the dance crew of 9/11 that when 3000 innocent people died in ny city palestinians nation wide took to the streets and celebrated.. they didnt protest and demonstrate - they threw candy and flicked tongue.. where were you when hamas was scouring gaza and mass murdering fatah members.. where the FUCK were you?! where was your undeniable sense of justice when they were purely aggressive and where has it disappeared to now that things are more complex and you have a nation returning fire against a terror organisation that has openly stated that it seeks our destruction..
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DONT GET ME WRONG - i want the killing of people on both sides to stop now! i wish we had chosen a wiser course to respond to the violence from gaza over the past 8 years but its not them im talking about right now.. its you.. yes you the champions of human rights.. the same people who sat and ate dinner every night while darfurians were slaughtered by the hundred every time you chewed.. you'd hear it on the news and then have desert.. and you didnt even stop for a second.. let alone get up and protest..

I know this might sound trite, but I just wanted to give him a hug, somehow it seemed like that could make things just a little better. I can't even come close to imagining what it must be like for anyone who has to deal with this situation right now (beyond how all of us, as world citizens, should be at least acknowledging it). And he's right, where have people been? I don't know, I don't have an answer--just getting on with their own lives, I guess, and who can really be faulted for being human? If we tried to take on all the suffering and heal all the pain in the world, besides having a ridiculous Jesus complex (one that would definitely require medication), we'd all be so frickin' overwhelmed and depressed and cynical and over each other that we'd turn into zombies who didn't give a shit about anyone or anything else. There has to be a point where we have to shut things out and turn the emotions off, otherwise we'd be emotionally crippled by everything we saw.

But, that doesn't mean turn your back, close your eyes and ears, stick your head in the sand and pretend that stuff isn't out there. I guess the least we can do is know what's going on and then pick and choose our battles (small and large) to try to leave the world a better place than how it was when we found it.

My two cents, anyway...

Stay safe and healthy, everyone.

Happy Dance!! Obama Love!

The latest in modern expression... YouTube as an artistic medium (forget oil on canvas or sonnets!). This video pretty much expresses exactly how I feel... RIGHT NOW!!!! Guess who's got a ticket to an inaugural ball!!! Where Obama himself will put in an appearance!!

Even the UN isn't a safe place in Gaza

I'm sure you've been following what's been happening in Gaza in the last 12 days. Now, a UN-run school in Gaza has been hit, killing 30 people inside (including women and children) who had taken shelter under the blue and white flag, hoping that it would protect them. Israel struck the site because it says rockets had been launched from there; Hamas denies that any operations were launched from the site. Who knows who is right? But, either way, even if rockets had been launched from there (rockets, which, by they way, killed no one), was this the appropriate response? And, if rockets were launched from the UN site, who the f**k in Hamas thought that was a good idea?

UPDATE: More than 40 have died as a result of this attack.

Here's the article from the LA Times:


A Hamas rocket strikes an Israeli town less than 20 miles from Tel Aviv. Street battles between Israeli forces and militants continue across the Gaza Strip.

By Ahmed Burai and Jeffrey Fleishman
January 7, 2009

Reporting from Cairo and Gaza City -- Mortar rounds fired by Israeli forces exploded at a United Nations school on Tuesday, killing at least 30 Palestinians who had sought shelter there during a day when Israeli forces pounded deeper into the Gaza Strip and a Hamas rocket struck a town less than 20 miles south of Tel Aviv.

Street battles rumbled across the Palestinian enclave and bloodshed showed no signs of ebbing, despite renewed calls by Arab and European leaders for the U.N. Security Council to demand a cease-fire. International pressure on Israel intensified after Palestinian medical officials reported that 75 Gazans were killed Tuesday as Israeli forces swept into more densely populated areas.

John Ging, the senior U.N. official in Gaza, said 30 Palestinians died and 50 were injured when three artillery shells sprayed shrapnel through the Al Fakhoura School in the Jabaliya refugee camp. Palestinian doctors put the death toll at 37, including women and children.

Hours before, the United Nations said another of its schools in the Shati refugee camp, also in northern Gaza, which had been closed because of the ongoing bloodshed, was hit by an Israeli missile early Tuesday, killing three Palestinian cousins who had taken shelter inside. Hundreds of Gazans have been relying on U.N. buildings as havens amid the fighting between Israeli forces and Hamas militants that began 12 days ago when the Israelis initiated an air barrage designed to halt ongoing rocket attacks by Hamas on southern Israel.

The Israeli army said the school in Jabaliya was targeted after militants launched mortar rounds from its grounds. An army statement said Hamas "terror operatives" Imad Abu Askhar and Hassan Abu Askhar were among the dead.

"We face a very delicate situation where Hamas is using the citizens of Gaza as a protective vest," said Israel Defense Forces spokesman Brig. Gen. Avi Benayahu.

Fawzi Barhoum, a spokesman for the Islamic militant group, denied that his organization was staging attacks from the school and accused Israel of carrying out "an open war on innocent civilians."

Israeli warships battered the coast as troops and tanks, after intense fighting around Gaza City, pushed south to Khan Yunis, where skirmishes continued throughout the day.

Thousands of Gazan families have abandoned their homes, either to flee the front lines of the conflict or because of their proximity to police stations or security forces installations. Those who don't seek safety in public shelters, such as the U.N.-run schools, often shuffle between the homes of relatives.

But even many purely civilian neighborhoods aren't safe because Gaza militants often fire rockets from civilian neighborhoods, and Israel continues to bomb the homes of Hamas commanders and buildings and mosques it believes are used as weapons storehouses. As a result, almost every neighborhood in Gaza is littered with sites that Israel considers legitimate military targets.

The situation is perilous even for those seeking maternity care in Gaza's overloaded hospitals. Pregnant women face the decision whether to deliver at home or risk trying to reach a medical facility where critically injured patients take priority. Gaza City's main Shifa Hospital emptied its maternity ward on the 1st day of the Israeli air assault.

The Israeli offensive has failed to stop the rocket fire from Gaza into Israel. And on Tuesday, a rocket exploded in the town of Gedera, about 25 miles northeast of Gaza. The strike, which injured a baby, was the farthest north yet by a Hamas rocket and the closest to the metropolis of Tel Aviv. That distance means that 1 million Israelis are within range of rockets fired from Gaza, said Micky Rosenfeld, an Israeli police spokesman.

Palestinian medical authorities, meanwhile, reported that shelling from Israeli ships killed at least 10 people and injured 20 others at the Deir al Balah refugee camp. Airstrikes on the Bureij refugee camp killed a father and his three sons, and in Zeitoun south of Gaza City an airstrike killed 13 members of one family.

More than 600 Palestinians have reportedly been killed since Israel began its offensive Dec. 27, according to Gaza hospital authorities. The U.N. says about 25% of the victims have been civilians. Israel announced that another soldier was killed by a shell from one of the Jewish state's own tanks. So far, six Israeli soldiers, including four hit by "friendly fire," have died and four Israeli civilians have been killed by rockets.

"I want to tell the world's leaders something: You are not to sleep, eat or drink until you stop the killing of innocent people in the Gaza Strip," said Ging, adding that 1 million Palestinians were without electricity and 700,000 without water. "There's nowhere safe in Gaza. Everyone is terrorized and traumatized."

In Washington, President-elect Barack Obama expressed concern about casualties on both sides but said he must defer to President Bush until his own inauguration.

"In domestic policy, Democrats, Republicans -- we can have arguments back and forth about what tax policies are going to be," Obama said. "When it comes to international affairs, other countries are looking to see who speaks for America. Right now President George Bush, as president of the United States, speaks on behalf of the U.S. government and the American people when it comes to international affairs."

Arab foreign ministers and Palestinian Authority President Mahmoud Abbas traveled to the United Nations to urge the Security Council to pass a cease-fire resolution. Abbas, of the Fatah faction, has controlled only the West Bank since Hamas seized control of Gaza in mid-2007.

French President Nicolas Sarkozy traveled to Damascus on Tuesday to ask Syrian President Bashar Assad for help in ending the fighting. A Hamas delegation met in Cairo with Egyptian officials who have been trying to broker a peace deal.

Israeli says it has killed at least 130 militants in recent days and that the number of rockets fired out of Gaza has dropped considerably. At least 15 rockets were fired Tuesday, and the Izzidin al-Qassam Brigade, the military wing of Hamas, announced that one of its suicide bombers had attacked an Israeli tank.

"We hope this fighting will be a swift episode," said Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Olmert. "We have no interest to endlessly drag it on."

He said Israel does not expect the international community to be tolerant of the offensive but added that "there is no other alternative -- and this is how things need to be done."

Hospitals across Gaza remained overwhelmed, with dwindling supplies and patients stacked in crowded rooms. Doctors said equipment and medicine were being held up at border crossings from Egypt and Israel. Israel's control of the roads and its bisecting of Gaza into fighting zones have made it increasingly difficult for severely wounded Palestinians to be transported outside the enclave for treatment.

"We've never seen so many cases in the operating room at once," said Dr. Hassan Khalaf, director of Shifa Hospital. "Can you even imagine that we are conducting three and sometimes more operations in a single room at the same time. This is really catastrophic."

Abdel Malik Jaber, director of Gaza's telecommunications company, sent a text message alerting journalists that the company may no longer be able to power its generators.

"If we don't receive more fuel within 48 hours," the message said, "the communications networks will completely stop."

Tamer al Sultan said he and his 19-year-old brother, Hussein, had sought shelter in the Shati refugee camp school. He said an explosion struck shortly after midnight as Hussein and his two cousins were returning from the bathroom. "It wasn't really big, but it was enough to kill my brother and cousins," Sultan said. "We fled our homes because of the airstrikes. We thought this place would be safe, but it seems there is no safe place in Gaza today."

jeffrey.fleishman@latimes.com

Burai is a special correspondent. Times staff writers Geraldine Baum at the United Nations and Ashraf Khalil in Jerusalem and special correspondent Rushdi abu Alouf in Gaza City contributed to this report.